YOU ARE THE BEST

To my fellow supporters, how I have missed you all!  I have not been able to reach out to you like I have wanted and needed to, and it is time to get back to this fight, as it never stops unless you do, and I do not plan to quit anytime soon!

I apologize for putting that wall up when you all are such an incredible source of strength for me.  I need to remember to always draw in the power that you have given to me just knowing you are reading my blog, sharing your own stories, or e mailing your kind words of encouragement, offering your time, and offering your help.  You are a great support group, and I am so very blessed to know you.... thank you!

Most of you have heard the past couple of months have not been the best months we have been dealt. We are getting through breaking my pelvis which is a 3-5 month process, and we  found out this month the chemo treatment I have been taking is no longer working and the tumors are growing and showing up in new places, along with the bloodclots, they are back and now multiplying.  We were all physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally beat up.

That was then....this is now.  I have been accepted to try out a new drug on a clinical trial which is being done in Vancouver B.C. and it starts next week!  I have nothing to tell you yet, other than it is in phase I trials which all new drugs start at before they are approved. 

 It has been tested on lab rats and bunny rabbits, which had cancer and I am going to believe now after taking this powerful effective drug, that they have never observed happier animals than these furry guys and gals hopping around and laying around at the resort with their umbrella drinks, passing the ball back and forth wondering how they came to feel and look so absolutely amazing!

Will keep you posted we are in a Bed and Breakfast for the month of November.  Two blocks from BC Cancer Center  and kids will fly down for visits as soon as we learn more.  We just know the only month they need to see me every day is the month of November.

Feels great to be back in touch.........

All my Best to you......

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."